I started with Trey, as his first PC after he left the Church of Scientology
I only wanted the straight stuff LRH discovered, put out.
Trey has been working with me, along with Randy.
This is a monumental achievement that culminates an 18-year cycle.
For me, this is monumental, a monumental achievement.
The gains are genuine. The gains are real.
The gains are here-on-out and forever gained.
This culminates my Scientology bridge that started with TR-0 of one desperate kicked in the head being, in September of 1969.
I am TOTALLY free of the aberrations and bank that I built up through all the eons of wrong turns and bad decisions.
I can calmly and peacefully look around in any direction in this Universe, at any time past, present and future, and any place or point in this universe.
I can do this at will and comfortably so.
I have already been doing this freely and comfortably for some time, while not fully realizing that REGAINED ABILITY, or not fully realizing THOSE REGAINED ABILITIES.
There is an expression that goes with this monumental achievement. “I don’t believe it and THERE IT IS with full surround sound and living color.”
This OT-8 attest I am writing up also validates the full and vivid reality of this monumental achievement.
No stone has been left unturned.
There are NO MAYBES, no doubts.
There IS NO CONCERN that maybe something is left unhandled.
I had a huge blowdown recognizing this just now.
As an example, I am fully aware I can NOW look in any direction past, present and future, and not have a mis-emotion or anaten, or distraction coming in or turning on.
As a science fiction space opera character said, “Clear Ether”.
{Cris is a friend of one of my pcs. she had a hemorragic stroke 4 days ago. She could not speak, she could not walk and she could not remember anything. Her neurologist, specializing in speech, said that in a year, with quality rehab work, Cris might regain the ability to speak. The idea of her regaining her memory after the brain surgery of a couple months ago, recent brain hemorrhage, then, the next day, a hard fall on her head was very remote. No one had any assurance she would ever be able to do any of these things again. I wanted to share this success story with you.}
I am glad that I completed my OT8.
The process is so powerful.
My viewpoint of life has changed because of it.
The space I can reach out to is unlimited.
I can grant others’ beingness.
In the meantime, I can hold my space no matter how terrible the situation is.
I understand what’s happened to me in my past.
Every confusion in the past got disentangled.
The distortion of mine is straightened out.
It’s like everything is in order.
And I experience the feeling of infinity.
In the past, I thought life was too painful.
It is full of sadness, failure, guilt, and pain..etc.
And the painful life drew me back to a dark hole continuously.
I am glad that I got out of the trap of it.
The “painful life” is an illusion, which is created by me.
The past is like a dream.
And now, I am awake from the illusion.
I am glad I have seen the truth.
Now I see how beautiful the life is.
And I am confident in myself.
I feel positive about my life and all my dynamics.
I am very grateful for the help from my auditor-Trey,
Trey demonstrated what a life warrior is and he is full of love for the world.
He is the best auditor.
I thank my group. They gave me a lot of help.
And, my leader- Hellen plays an important role on my bridge.
With her insistence, I achieve the state successfully.
I would like to share all the luck I have with all my friends and this world.
It is my absolute pleasure to send this Success Story to you and anyone who cares to share the positive vibes. Here goes.I am truly blessed to have connected with this man, who has given his life to helping others and open his home in which to do this.
I went to Trey after having other very good auditors help me but some problems were never resolved. The magic that Trey has and shares with all of us, made it incredibly safe for me to open up my life’s history to this man, in no other way and not with anyone else in my life.
I am forever a changed woman and will be forever in Trey’s debt for really saving me.
Trey’s devotion, care, determination, Love for others, his priceless smile, is second to none.
There are no words that I can use to describe my serious heart-felt appreciation for his invaluable help.
He is so brilliant and yet so very down to Earth in sharing his knowledge and experience for the betterment of mankind. It is unknown to me how he can “change gears” from one PC to another and run sessions appropriate and tailored to individual PCs. People literally come from all over the world to be with Trey Lotz. How very fortunate for me it’s only an 8-hour drive and worth every mile to see and be with Trey.
I will always have a special place in my heart for this wonderful man, Trey Lotz.
One thing that makes the Scientology work is getting asked to view from a
different angle. That is what happens in an auditing session, you are asked a
question and you have to shift your viewpoint often, or mock it up again and
that in itself releases you.
A self-important person I do not think, can make it up the bridge. You start out
and spend years and hundreds of hours wallowing in humiliation.
One bad news r factor after another. I started out reading something by Hubbard
about how whatever had happened before Scientology, did not matter anymore.
Then I was sent right down the hall for Integrity Processing and the usual issue
of, My Sins.
And some have imploded on this socially, culturally, and in every other way.
I had seen some L’s data on the net and thought when I went to do that, I would
really be in hell with myself.
But that was a real flip point, like moving from hell to heaven. It was not at
all what I had been told it was and I thought it would be. It was the first part
of Scientology where I was allowed to just offer up, the beauty of me, my past,
and admit and cognite on, the very best part of me.
And that was the best of Scientology I have yet experienced. The most rewarding
and the most beneficial.
The L’s for me, was complete mercy after making it through to OT3.
So for anyone out there that is being too judgmental of them self, too hard on
them self for having a little case, for stumbling when they wanted to stand, for
unwitting calculations, for any shortcomings, I ask you to take one minute and
look in the opposite direction.
If the road has been long and hard, if the humiliation has gone on too long.
If you are weary at looking at your wrong, The L’s is where you can finally look,
and think, “Oh my God, I was so right.”
You are here, you are you, you are on lock down, because you were actually too
special. NOT because you were too fucked up.
You just have to get to the part of this path that turns into a high road.
I think it is cruel, to take a person through the Scientology without the L’s.
But I see the natural justice in it all. And fuck when you wake up in bed with natural justice
and you are in a good mood and a safe space, you are alright with the universe. And you are alright with yourself.
And that is where the L’s take you, to a place where you are alright with yourself.
