Not Nearly as Mysterious

Jun 6, 2025 | L's

L-11 Success Story

I reached a point in my auditing with Trey where I figured I was ready to start on my training for Solo NOTs. Trey suggested that I might want to do L 11 first. I was not all that excited about that idea, but I do trust Trey, so I said OK.

L-11 was quite fun at first, but then it got better. Towards the end, Trey asked me some questions that blew my mind. At first, al I could do was laugh. But then I found out that I knew the answers. What fun that was!

I ended up knowing that life was not nearly as mysterious as I had thought. And I am quite certain that my life will be much better than it has been.

Love,

P

All the Havingness I Needed

Jun 6, 2025 | L's

My Auditing on L-11

A whole lot of “make it go right” – or “OT ability” – got me here to Los Angeles to audit L-11 with Trey Lotz. His auditing is superb, and the rundown is phenomenal.

Grade IV is Prerequisite to the Ls

One of things I should point out is “set-ups.” I am one very set-up arrival, and because I did my bridge the thorough way, I am sailing through some very powerful auditing with ease.

The new arrival set-ups were tremendous. A full, thorough rudiments with good sense handlings that were spot-on. I handled any lingering vestiges of suppression and any new stuff, that had not been blown away by the “3 S&Ds” action of January 2024 that had kept me sailing for a whole year not needing any more auditing at all.

First Action of L-11

The first major action was C/S Series 37R. How can I describe what it did? It was like no other auditing on the bridge, and with its own special technology. We audited rises on any of the nine flows given – all possible flows in the universe are there. I had astounding wins, and we usually could only get through one or two, before I had a persistent F/N and he would wisely end the session.
Can you imagine, doing just one list – get your item inside of about 15 minutes, and you say, “I’ve had enough auditing for today.” Havingness? We haven’t run any – it comes along with the tremendous gains of 37R.

So far this has renewed my ability to pursue new things and explore different patterns (I don’t feel like a “cleared cannibal” anymore), and now I find the willingness to try, to do, to create, new things – (even at my age late in life!) – has come back. In some areas and in some ways that haven’t been opened up in lifetimes!

It has rehabilitated previously unknown purposes that I won’t have time to pursue for lifetimes. But the havingness and the future is there, with no rush to get there. Present time is full and quite satisfactory.

Having studied the phenomenon of Evil very deeply over a long time, I find that this rundown zeroes in on all that in ones own case, and that’s what I’ve been working on since completing 37R to F/Ning list. It’s so nice, now, to have the case state that goes with the cognitions! Those “cognitions” had gone beyond my ability to “have” them, and I would have to sort of reach and withdraw on them in order to keep going at all on that research line. It was breathtaking. Now I can have it, think with it, and will gladly communicate it to others.

I can’t quite put into words what awaits whose who do a thorough job on their bridge, get honest and straight, and confront Evil all the way up all the Dynamics.

Evil is what takes away the game, the fun, the laughter and even something of the raw survival sensations of living at all, when it is permitted to go too far. This is something we all must rise above and get others through, before we can claim to relax our efforts and ride on into eternity.

Auditing must be made popular in this world or this world will grind on suffering for a few more trillion.

I did enjoy taking a walk the first time I got such wins, but I didn’t even do that after doing that once. I found I had all the havingness I needed, within.

Why would I need to go out to the beach when, inside, I already feel like I am out there on it!?!

-Scott Gordonzen