Kathy had a health challenge recently, so she looked around for an auditor and found me online.
After a great effort on her part to be sessionable and to get someone to drive her several hours to get here, we were able to do this session.
It is amazing what you can accomplish in 43 minutes.
I recently had an auditing session with Trey Lotz.
He flew my ruds and that alone was INCREDIBLE!!!
Then he did a PTS cycle that totally handled a long, long, long time PTS situation that had been restimulated in PT and was literally destroying my health.
I was blown away by the simplicity of the application of the tech – just the way it should be!!!
Trey was “spot on” with his actions in the session and went right to the heart of the matter.
The best part of the cycle is that this one session has completely handled a problem that I’ve had my whole life – something has been making me MISERABLE for over 6 decades!
I have been unable to have any kind of an encounter with other people without coming away from it feeling like I’ve said and done all the wrong things. I would end up with my stomach in a knot of severe anxiety and worry, sometimes for hours and even days afterward. No matter how hard I tried to interact with others “correctly”, I was convinced that I had failed. I’ve never been able to be comfortable around other people as a result. And I would never dare say how I really felt about anything if it meant creating a clash of realities. On the job, I was always in the tone level of propitiation because I was convinced that someone was going to hit me and hit me HARD for the slightest mistake or error or deviation from what was “acceptable”. No matter how many things I did that were right, they lost all their value if I did one little thing wrong. I was always analytically aware that this was illogical and a product of my case, but that didn’t make me feel any better.
I’ve been in Scientology for almost 40 years and this condition has never been handled.
Since my recent session with Trey, I notice that this condition is GONE!!!
It’s been a whole week and no anxiety or worry. I am relaxed around other people and can do and say anything without agonizing over it later. I can make mistakes and it’s no big deal. I can laugh about it!
I CAN FINALLY LIVE OUT LOUD!!!
Thanks, Trey. You totally rock!!! And thanks, Ron. The correct tech correctly applied WORKS!!!
Catherine had not ever been in the Church prior to starting her auditing with me. The first auditing we did was Dianetics Book 1.
We finished that to a really good win, and started on Certainty processing. One day, when we were almost done with that, she said, “You know I think I went Clear on the Dianetics auditing we did.“
She went on to say that since that auditing she could look back on her track and find nothing that she had any charge on or that was upsetting to her!
We checked it out, and sure enough, she had achieved Clear!
Here is her success story for Clear and for 8-8008 Certainty Processing:
When I became clear, there was a qualitative change in perception, feeling, stability in myself and in being in the environment.
I now trust myself completely.
I trust myself to be able to handle anything.
Before, I felt as if all the work I had done on myself separated me from others and it felt lonely, now I feel that not only does it not separate me, being clear connects me. I used to worry that people didn’t like me, now I think, why wouldn’t they? I feel a kinship with everyone which I did not before. Everything seems amusing and that I am at play in the Universe.
It is worth every single iota of pain, money, time, struggle and effort that I made to get here, and it will be for you too.
Certainty Processing helped me to remember that all viewpoints are equal, although some may be more helpful than others. It helped me to anchor in the understanding that all this duality is an illusion. I had understood this before the process, but by going through each of the beliefs that are personal to me, it helped release the hold it had on me.
By standing in the middle of the two opposing viewpoints, you realize that either one or both or neither are true. It is very helpful to dig deep into the ones that are personal because when you do, the reality around them evaporates. By equally holding the opposite viewpoint, it becomes obvious what it is: merely an idea with no substance. The claw-like hold that it has on you unravels or instantaneously disappears.
It also helped me to release from the part of my mind that is a tormenter, because the opposite belief could just as well be true. It’s all just mind doing its thing. As others told me when I was complaining that Certainty Processing was boring, it ended up being one of the most helpful processes I’ve ever done.
Joe has been on his L10, and he wrote up a win that he has been having which I wanted to share. He describes a phenomena that everyone experiences on their Ls, but that is very hard to put into words. I think that Joe has done a very good job of that, and I wanted to share it with you.
Back in the day, several computer programmers showed me these small segments of programs (scripts) that were written and placed in an operating system – but were never engaged. They were phantom bits of ‘what if’ language that were intended to handle something really important at one time, but were forgotten about and never used. Or so the programmers thought. In actual practice, they did affect the system, they did steer the program to act erratically at times, and left the users scratching their heads, wondering what was happening.
Ls auditing appears to erase these segments of a “thetan’s operating system,” that cause him to routinely react negatively to certain things in life. It targets the myriad GPMs that haunt a thetan and removes the stranglehold they have over that person.
But I have come to realize that they do it quietly without a great deal of fanfare. I have found myself acting like I “normally do” when confronted with some setback or bogus opposition intention and was startled into PT to realize that some little ‘script’ had been disconnected and there was no longer any good reason for me to act that way.
I sat there, feeling a little foolish, about to dramatize some misemotion, when I realized I didn’t feel that misemotion. I didn’t feel anything. I just saw the thing for what it was, and decided to not react at all.
What a concept!
The Ls wins are unlike any other wins I’ve had. They are subtle. They come without warning at times, and they erase so deftly and stealthily entire areas of “now-I’m-supposed-to.” I have found myself starting to make the same old detours in handling life, and then realizing I no longer have to.
Now I am prompting myself to challenge many things. Why am I doing it like that? Is this the best way? Who says I can’t do that?
Simple, non-invasive prompts that remind me that I’m in charge.
Edith had been on Solo NOTS for many years in the church, and had been off the level for several years.
We did some clean up and she is ready to go back and complete it this time. She told me that she had made
more progress in those 5 hours of auditing than she had in the last 10 years in the Church.
Kate had been auditing on Solo NOTS and ran into some things she wanted to handle. We did a short review and
she is back on the level and winning again in life.
It was a pleasure having them both here getting auditing at the same time.
I was truly able to have my Kate and Edith too.
Here is Kate’s success story:
I finished up a review this last week. Absolutely beyond my expectations.
As an aside, while doing the L-12 a couple years ago I handled my fear of flying. I hadn’t flown since then so before getting on a plane to see Trey I was a bit anxious about it. It turned out I had NO fear and, in fact, I enjoyed every minute of the flight across the country, both ways. This was a huge win for me.
The auditing was flawless as usual. Trey is such a wonderful being. He really cares about his PCs and he is completely standard.
We ran a certainty process that just blew me away. After the auditing, things started to go wrong when I went to LAX to board the plane and I just KNEW there wouldn’t be a problem despite what was happening. I KNEW with certainty everything would come out okay and it did. Certainty is a wonderful thing. Trey has helped me look forward to the future instead of dreading it. I am mocking up so many exciting projects and plans. It’s hard to sleep for the create going on in my universe now.
I’ve been auditing on Solo Nots for 11 months. We did a bit of clean up on that as well. I am anxious to leap into session again. I wasn’t doing too bad but it’s great to have someone else put me on the cans just to check for anything that I might have missed and get it handled. If you want a “6 month check” this is the way to go. It doesn’t cost $20,000, no regging, no sec checking, no anything but “checking”. It’s like checking with your folks to make sure you’re doing the right things. Thanks dad.
When I returned home I felt like had not lived here until the day I got off the plane. The house, yard, everything looked strange. I am getting used to my new home all over again and I am blissfully happy. Really super happy. Thank you so much Trey.
I would highly recommend Trey’s services to everyone anywhere on the Bridge.
And here is Edith’s success:
I loved the auditing, and Trey!!
Each session rehabbed my spiritualness.
Each session was so spiritual, but not in the
sense of organized religion that I have been
exposed to before.
I had a lovely month back in my hometown, Buffalo, spending time with my mom and auditing my friends.
While I was there, I audited my pcs on an L11, an Original OT 7, and 3 Certainty Auditing programs!
When I got back home, Catherine arrived for a much welcomed return to begin her L10 set ups. I love being able to share this very powerful and vividly written win with you.
Her success story says it all.
I’ve had some powerful magical conversations in this Scientology adventure.
I admit most of them have been with Trey, he doesn’t seem to have an issue with my wild wild lives.
I usually tone down my conversations to accommodate the reality of the other person, but I haven’t found that necessary with Trey.
L12 was more magical than anything I had ever hoped to experience.
And, I started this review with a goal in mind, which is interesting to me now, because I have never set a goal for auditing before. Maybe that in itself was a result of having done L12. There was something I wanted to know about and understand, and I had that set in my mind before I started this review.
It only hit me halfway down the block after I left from the review I had made that goal.
There was something else I had been trying to figure out too, some oversight way back when, when a project went off the rails. By the time I reached the end end of the block, heading for my car, my oversight on that came to view. I had not made accommodations for security. So, I was able to own that.
I never thought about a review being very significant before, in terms of headway, but by the time I got into my car, I started to feel like pancake syrup spilling all over the Earth. I pulled out on the highway and I thought I should probably get off the road, as I was so exterior the road was moving way far to the right then way far to the left as I was trying to re position myself into a stable point of view to drive from.
I had a long drive, about six hours. I drove through the night thinking someday, it would be a good idea, if driving this exterior was illegal.
When I arrived at my final destination, the sun was coming up in the desert. All I wanted in this universe, was to lay down on the soft wet grass in front of my home, feel the blades of wet grass across my hands as I smoothed my hands across it, smell the Earth, open my mouth, and taste it.
The auditing before this, was to stop the bleeding. After this auditing, I felt the healing had begun.
On some level, I guess I could say it was some kind of “whole track life repair”.
I am so glad to be in this time and space, and know that I am in the right place at the right time, and whoever’s time or whatever’s time it is, doesn’t really matter any more. I can accept help from some one else and just be glad about it. Being a guest in someone else’s universe, is something I am willing to experience again.
And I have Trey to thank for this experience of being lifted above a chronic doubt condition, and out of my “trust issues”.
Not to suggest I will spend my trust foolishly. Just that I feel it is unstuck and I can move it around and shift it again and it is fluid and not in a fixed position of mistrust.
This has freed me away from distances I could not close for a long time.
Yes, I wish everyone could feel this feeling I have today.