After This Auditing I Felt The Healing Had Begun

I had a lovely month back in my hometown, Buffalo, spending time with my mom and auditing my friends.

While I was there, I audited my pcs on an L11, an Original OT 7, and 3 Certainty Auditing programs!

When I got back home, Catherine arrived for a much welcomed return to begin her L10 set ups. I love being able to share this very powerful and vividly written win with you.

Her success story says it all.

I’ve had some powerful magical conversations in this Scientology adventure.

I admit most of them have been with Trey, he doesn’t seem to have an issue with my wild wild lives.

I usually tone down my conversations to accommodate the reality of the other person, but I haven’t found that necessary with Trey.

L12 was more magical than anything I had ever hoped to experience.

And, I started this review with a goal in mind, which is interesting to me now, because I have never set a goal for auditing before. Maybe that in itself was a result of having done L12. There was something I wanted to know about and understand, and I had that set in my mind before I started this review.

It only hit me halfway down the block after I left from the review I had made that goal.

There was something else I had been trying to figure out too, some oversight way back when, when a project went off the rails. By the time I reached the end end of the block, heading for my car, my oversight on that came to view. I had not made accommodations for security. So, I was able to own that.

I never thought about a review being very significant before, in terms of headway, but by the time I got into my car, I started to feel like pancake syrup spilling all over the Earth. I pulled out on the highway and I thought I should probably get off the road, as I was so exterior the road was moving way far to the right then way far to the left as I was trying to re position myself into a stable point of view to drive from.

I had a long drive, about six hours. I drove through the night thinking someday, it would be a good idea, if driving this exterior was illegal.

When I arrived at my final destination, the sun was coming up in the desert. All I wanted in this universe, was to lay down on the soft wet grass in front of my home, feel the blades of wet grass across my hands as I smoothed my hands across it, smell the Earth, open my mouth, and taste it.

The auditing before this, was to stop the bleeding. After this auditing, I felt the healing had begun.

On some level, I guess I could say it was some kind of “whole track life repair”.

I am so glad to be in this time and space, and know that I am in the right place at the right time, and whoever’s time or whatever’s time it is, doesn’t really matter any more. I can accept help from some one else and just be glad about it. Being a guest in someone else’s universe, is something I am willing to experience again.

And I have Trey to thank for this experience of being lifted above a chronic doubt condition, and out of my “trust issues”.

Not to suggest I will spend my trust foolishly. Just that I feel it is unstuck and I can move it around and shift it again and it is fluid and not in a fixed position of mistrust.

This has freed me away from distances I could not close for a long time.

Yes, I wish everyone could feel this feeling I have today.

Thank you Trey.



True Mercy

I was in Scientology for a few decades, spending several years at the Flag Land Base as Sea Org staff. The ONLY P.C.’s “Blown out” were the P.C.’s in the L’s HGC. There is more false data about the L’s than any other auditing in the Church. As a Sea Org Member, I was told the L’s were just more “sec checks”.

This is so far from the truth it pisses me off. I am very sorry when I see the anti-marketing and rumors spread about the L’s. Upon finishing two L’s, I received an email from someone saying , “I know what the L’s are because I read THE INTERNET”.

I researched the Internet and what is up there is such an alter is, and is so misleading, I can not begin to tell you.

L’s are a MAKE RIGHT experience not a MAKE WRONG experience.

The Ls are a true MERCY experience in Scientology and is truly spiritual relief.

For myself I can you, I did not have a religious experience in Scientology until I went through 2 L’s.

There was NO make right experience until the L’s.

I just have to publish this here because these are the only experiences I have had in the game where I could be right in an auditing session, all the way across the boards. And the odd thing is, because of this mercy, I have risen above the condition of degraded being. I am sharing here, because this is vital information.

Trey, Thank you for this. You are very right all of the way. You are so right I see a new standard in all of this.

The Oracle

I Experience Myself As Free, Big, Able, And Knowing

Mary arrived here 5 weeks ago for intensive auditing.
First we completed L11 where she wrote:

“I am so happy, I feel like a mountain has been moved off, and my space is tall and wide!”

Next was L12 where she wrote:

“This is easily the ‘punchiest,’ the most case gain auditing I have ever had, and also the best time I have had in this lifetime, to say the least!

Then we embarked on her OT 5-NOTS which she finished today with a spectacular win!

“I completed NOTS today!

I experience myself in the world as free, big, able, and knowing, an immortal being who has never been anything else except when going down to have a game. This was achieved using LRH tech and by telling the Truth, My Truth!

This was not the “Self” I brought with me to Trey’s auditing room several weeks ago, a Self which was full of many things which weren’t me and weighed me down until I no longer recognized or could be “Myself Without Additives.”

Auditing is the high road to freedom and ability.

Thank you Trey for being a world-class auditor and for making this freedom possible.

No one, NO ONE should depart this life without completing OT 5!!


Original OT 7 – Know I Can Really Cause My Life

We’ve had a great couple of weeks here.
I did 79 hours of auditing, resulting in an L12, three Original OT 7, and two 8-8008 Certainty Auditing completions.

Novia has been the very capable ED of Hellen Chen’s org in Taiwan for 12 years. This org has over 100 staff and is the largest independent org in the world!

Here is her success story:

Doing these sessions, I feel so keyed out, and I did rehab my ability to make my intention happen.

Before, if something happened I had wished would happen, I thought it had happened by accident, because ‘I am lucky’. I didn’t believe I actually had the ability to make my intention happen.

But from these sessions, I found that all my intentions in the past really had happened in my real life.
That surprised me!

I now know I have this ability. I really can cause my life.

Thanks to my dear auditor Trey.




Holiday Season Wins

There was no let up of auditing over the holidays. There were several people here from out of town, and we had lots of great wins and production! In the last 6 weeks we had 17 completions!

  • 1 Life Repair
  • 2 Grade 2x
  • 1 Grade 4x
  • 7 Certainty Processing
  • 4 NOTS DRDs
  • 1 Original OT 7
  • 1 NOTS

There are so many great success stories, it’s hard to pick just one. Here is a win from Mamie’s Certainty Processing. Certainty Processing is from the 8-8008 chapter of the same name. It audits concepts, not incidents, and is very effective. It runs 4-5 hours on average.

Here is Mamie’s success story:

When I walked through Trey’s door, I had many doubts as to how I was going to go on in life.
I just had too many doubts and uncertainties.
From my first session, I had incredible wins and I regained complete certainty on all areas of my life.
I have renewed my goals and purposes on many dynamics, especially as an artist and successful person.
I can create any future I desire without any negative considerations getting in the way.
Thank you Trey!


Sadness And Self Doubt Are Gone

I was very touched by Dora’s honest and heartfelt L12 success story.

Before I started L12, I thought I was pretty secure on the subject of beingness. I didn’t have any particular complaints regarding it. I am well up the bridge and well trained, so I felt cool on the subject, but I welcomed enhancement.

Well…….then it hit the fan. Because the tech of the L’s is so powerful, pointed and direct, it gets under the skin, it brings up what is really causing the assault on your beingness. As an OT who has worked hard at dismantling case over decades, it was exactly what I needed. It completely kicked my butt.

I met evil very early this lifetime, and the massive restimulation that took place set me on a course of “handling” feelings that I could not avoid. I put a structure in place to deal with it all and proceeded to live life bravely. I dealt with it with the “Suck It Up” method.

I ended up working ever harder to muster the strength to offset the incredible feelings of sadness and self doubt that I had, not to mention the massive whole track restim that was behind that.

Now the entirety of this complex mess is gone.

I have had a thousand correct indications of my true intentions, causing my affinity for myself, and especially my self respect, to sky rocket. It turns out that thetans are basically good! 🙂
I have had a thousand hidden evil influences located and blown that were shadows in the corners of my every action. I’ve had every doubt that I ever felt inspected and blown as “not mine”.

My true viewpoint became clearer and clearer, more and more validated. There was an incredible release of charge associated with such personal and weighty issues.

I can embrace clearly, without cringing, flinching or asserting, the integrity of the past, future and present being, in continuity, as a whole, as myself.

I have been a member of Amnesty International for years, standing up for prisoners of conscience. Little did I know I was one.

I am truly flabbergasted with the spectacular results from L12. I am taking great joy in the imagination and expectation of living in this extraordinary condition.

The brilliance of this LRH tech is stunning and I feel so honored & blessed to have received it.

My lovely auditor, Trey Lotz has the patience of Job, and I deeply appreciate his courage and skill in delivering this valuable tech, purely for the pre-OT, as LRH intended.

Dora Luca

I Feel Calmer, More Rational

Steve was almost at the end of Grade 1 when some data came up about his last lifetime Dianetic auditing and a big win that he had at the time.

We pulled the string on it, cleaned it up, and he attested to Clear!

He attested to the EP of Grade1 shortly after that!

Here are his success stories:


I feel different. I feel calmer, more rational, I am not easily upset.

I also seem to see a little differently. I see with more focus, yet I see a bigger view also.

I also act differently. I am more spontaneous, there is less Q & A, and I act without “worry” about my actions



I feel relaxed. Not worried.

I see situations come up and calmly figure out the best course of action to resolve and handle them.

In some cases I can even decide to ignore those situations as they are truly not mine to worry about.

They are actually someone else’s problem!

Thanks for your help Trey!


L11 Wins In Life-Somatics Are Gone, Really Gone

I am always especially happy to hear about the life wins that someone experiences from their auditing after they are back in their home environment.

I have gotten several e-mails recently from people who are back home after having finished some Ls auditing, and who are now experiencing the life wins and changes from these rundowns. I will be posting some of these over the next few weeks.

People find out that they are responding differently than before, and that life itself is different. They feel better emotionally, they respond to things differently, they don’t have the same reactions or upsets that they have always had before. And most importantly, their level of happiness is at a new level.

Here is Dora’s success story:

My life has markedly changed since finishing L11 about a month ago.

As I was enjoying my first days after attesting, I noticed that my usual array of somatics were missing. I usually felt like a pin cushion, with sharp pains all over, which I’ve always thought would get handled “later”. I even saw a doctor once, who named it something important. I initially thought that the somatics were gone because I was well rested, and that they would, of course, all come back. I also started to wake up a few hours earlier in the morning. Again, I thought it was just an odd day, because I always needed 9 hours sleep or more, to feel ok. Well, a month later, I’ve dropped 1-3 hours a night in needed sleep and I feel MORE rested than I used to. My regular group of somatics is gone, really gone, no hint of any return.

I do a lot of physical work, so I was always having to take breaks, or a day off, when my somatics got too intense. Since I finished L11, as these somatics are gone, I’ve been able to do whatever I want without interruption. I can go hours longer and several more hours each day of whatever production I want to. I can’t tell you how pleasant this is for me to enjoy my work without fighting pain on a daily basis.

I find this surprising and fascinating, that handling charge on identities has resulted in such a cool, life enhancing change. Having done many OT levels, it was especially aggravating, because I just couldn’t find that part of the case to run! It was elusive to me, causing a lot of irritation and stolen attention. It cost me so much sleep to recover from what I was dealing with each day. Other OT abilities which I’ve attested to, are now unencumbered, to enjoy without mitigation. LRH was so clever in his approach to the PTP of handling a person’s charge on conflicting personas. The Ls tech deconstructs the GPM until it is no more.

I was never one to desire L’s. The promo was always vague and superfluous to me. I’m so glad I took advantage of this opportunity to do L11, which I had no idea I needed so badly.

I felt very safe with my auditor, Trey Lotz who skillfully got me through a complex rundown.

I feel I’ve received a beautiful gift.



I Am Really Really Happy

Kevin just finished his L12. He was just radiating happiness while telling us his wins. Here is his success story:

WOW! L12 was so much fun.

I definitely feel I recovered my basic beingness, and I can’t fully explain how great that is.

The future is honestly wide open and in many ways, I feel like it’s just starting for me.

I am a better man for L12, and L11 as well.

So much thanks to LRH and Trey for my chance at happiness.