Steve finished his L11 about two months ago and then went back to his home in the Midwest.
I was interested to see how he was doing in life after his auditing, and he sent me this update.
I am doing really good!
My vigor has been restored.
I have new energy and vitality that surprises me.
My prostate issue has virtually disappeared.
My focus is the best it has been in 15 years.
People bother me much less as I am able to grant them beingness very freely.
I feel more genuine.
I am acutely aware of my actions and thoughts and can direct them with great certainty. My ability to as-is is remarkable.
I have not been putting out postulates to see if they are sticking, but rather I seem to be operating with intention, which seems to be working very well.
I am aware of my games and enjoy playing them and having them.
I’m sure there are more but these are really apparent to me.
I am continually amazed at what you and I did, how seemingly simple the commands, how seemingly unconnected the commands were to what has materialized! I continually wonder how LRH discovered the processes and commands that handle one’s case.
Thanks for getting me through L11. My current condition is largely due to your excellent auditing
I look forward to L10, and I am looking forward to our next session!
Thanks for asking!
Suzy had been an experienced auditor in D.C and had achieved the state of Clear, but had dropped off the bridge for many years. She decided to get back on the bridge and due to her hard work and persistence, has completed L11, L12, The Solo Course, she audited herself on OT 1-3, has completed Original OT 7, NOTS DRD, Certainty Processing, and finally NOTS! She has reread all the basic books and has been listening to LRH tapes daily. She is now auditing on SOLO NOTS. She put off writing a success story for a while until she had some perspective on how her auditing wins were manifesting in her life. It is important to me that my pcs are winning in life as well as in session, and in both respects, Suzy has done fantastically! Here is her success story:
OT V, Audited Nots, is hard won but is also most stabilizing in terms of reaching the OT state. My auditor, Trey, and I had to confront every session as a team, ready for battle with the elements of the reactive universe. As they say, it’s not for sissies! Patience, fortitude and persistence were needed, but my abilities were enhanced along the way by gaining volumes of those very same qualities. We left no stone unturned in our search, and under those stones I found new abilities and a new viewpoint from which to live the game.
Some of my abilities are; I took up guitar and then the bass guitar, I learned music theory ( thanks to Bob) and I have developed an inquisitive and curious mind about subjects that I thought were beyond my comprehension and participation. Subjects such as politics, world affairs, physics, philosophy, the environment and foreign languages. I am even considering going back to college. Trust me, I was not any kind of a student and only had interest and reality on the 7th dynamic. I have had wins on that dynamic as well.
After the Ls I collaborated on a musical comedy (never been a writer!) and I just had a meeting with a Broadway producer who is nurturing the project. I was most concerned with being an OT alone without any other OTs in the environment I am in. I wondered how I would handle the world of dramatizing humanoids that I knew I had to coexist among. My best ability gained was to KNOW to stay connected up with the truths I’ve discovered by getting onto my Solo Nots auditing.
And I cannot stress enough the training route. I study or listen to source everyday. It’s a great tool, if you’re enturbulated, pick up any HCOB or tape, and you WILL blow charge. It is 50% of your case gain, 50%! You gotta love that! Thank you to LRH, and his stunning generous genius.
And Thank you to Trey (oh, Great One!) and Randy (Grand Boopah of Training). I’m writing this because you all care so much.
Steve drove out to LA from the Midwest for his first auditing in the indie field.
We got a lot done in a week!
We did some setups, and then confirmed his Clear status.
He wrote in his Clear success story “I am certain now that I am Clear and will no longer put my attention on this point.”
We then did L11. The resurgence of ARC and the expansion of his space that he describes was also very visible and very impressive to all of us.
Here is his success story:
First of all, being in the presence of Trey is being in the presence of a true craftsman, one who seems to effortlessly execute the motions of his craft.
What a privilege that is!
From the beginning, I felt a resurgence in my ARC and in my space.
I enjoyed being in comm with people more than I have in quite some time.
I was able to spot and as-is some of my bad habits in dealing with people and this enabled my comm to flow so much better.
I also feel a resurgence in my desire to help on all dynamics, and a desire, to expand my abilities and havingness.
Thanks to LRH and to Trey!
Kathy had a health challenge recently, so she looked around for an auditor and found me online.
After a great effort on her part to be sessionable and to get someone to drive her several hours to get here, we were able to do this session.
It is amazing what you can accomplish in 43 minutes.
I recently had an auditing session with Trey Lotz.
He flew my ruds and that alone was INCREDIBLE!!!
Then he did a PTS cycle that totally handled a long, long, long time PTS situation that had been restimulated in PT and was literally destroying my health.
I was blown away by the simplicity of the application of the tech – just the way it should be!!!
Trey was “spot on” with his actions in the session and went right to the heart of the matter.
The best part of the cycle is that this one session has completely handled a problem that I’ve had my whole life – something has been making me MISERABLE for over 6 decades!
I have been unable to have any kind of an encounter with other people without coming away from it feeling like I’ve said and done all the wrong things. I would end up with my stomach in a knot of severe anxiety and worry, sometimes for hours and even days afterward. No matter how hard I tried to interact with others “correctly”, I was convinced that I had failed. I’ve never been able to be comfortable around other people as a result. And I would never dare say how I really felt about anything if it meant creating a clash of realities. On the job, I was always in the tone level of propitiation because I was convinced that someone was going to hit me and hit me HARD for the slightest mistake or error or deviation from what was “acceptable”. No matter how many things I did that were right, they lost all their value if I did one little thing wrong. I was always analytically aware that this was illogical and a product of my case, but that didn’t make me feel any better.
I’ve been in Scientology for almost 40 years and this condition has never been handled.
Since my recent session with Trey, I notice that this condition is GONE!!!
It’s been a whole week and no anxiety or worry. I am relaxed around other people and can do and say anything without agonizing over it later. I can make mistakes and it’s no big deal. I can laugh about it!
I CAN FINALLY LIVE OUT LOUD!!!
Thanks, Trey. You totally rock!!! And thanks, Ron. The correct tech correctly applied WORKS!!!
Catherine just attested to Clear!
Catherine had not ever been in the Church prior to starting her auditing with me. The first auditing we did was Dianetics Book 1.
We finished that to a really good win, and started on Certainty processing. One day, when we were almost done with that, she said, “You know I think I went Clear on the Dianetics auditing we did.“
She went on to say that since that auditing she could look back on her track and find nothing that she had any charge on or that was upsetting to her!
We checked it out, and sure enough, she had achieved Clear!
Here is her success story for Clear and for 8-8008 Certainty Processing:
When I became clear, there was a qualitative change in perception, feeling, stability in myself and in being in the environment.
I now trust myself completely.
I trust myself to be able to handle anything.
Before, I felt as if all the work I had done on myself separated me from others and it felt lonely, now I feel that not only does it not separate me, being clear connects me. I used to worry that people didn’t like me, now I think, why wouldn’t they? I feel a kinship with everyone which I did not before. Everything seems amusing and that I am at play in the Universe.
It is worth every single iota of pain, money, time, struggle and effort that I made to get here, and it will be for you too.
Certainty Processing helped me to remember that all viewpoints are equal, although some may be more helpful than others. It helped me to anchor in the understanding that all this duality is an illusion. I had understood this before the process, but by going through each of the beliefs that are personal to me, it helped release the hold it had on me.
By standing in the middle of the two opposing viewpoints, you realize that either one or both or neither are true. It is very helpful to dig deep into the ones that are personal because when you do, the reality around them evaporates. By equally holding the opposite viewpoint, it becomes obvious what it is: merely an idea with no substance. The claw-like hold that it has on you unravels or instantaneously disappears.
It also helped me to release from the part of my mind that is a tormenter, because the opposite belief could just as well be true. It’s all just mind doing its thing. As others told me when I was complaining that Certainty Processing was boring, it ended up being one of the most helpful processes I’ve ever done.