One thing that makes the Scientology work is getting asked to view from a
different angle. That is what happens in an auditing session, you are asked a
question and you have to shift your viewpoint often, or mock it up again and
that in itself releases you.
A self-important person I do not think, can make it up the bridge. You start out
and spend years and hundreds of hours wallowing in humiliation.
One bad news r factor after another. I started out reading something by Hubbard
about how whatever had happened before Scientology, did not matter anymore.
Then I was sent right down the hall for Integrity Processing and the usual issue
of, My Sins.
And some have imploded on this socially, culturally, and in every other way.
I had seen some L’s data on the net and thought when I went to do that, I would
really be in hell with myself.
But that was a real flip point, like moving from hell to heaven. It was not at
all what I had been told it was and I thought it would be. It was the first part
of Scientology where I was allowed to just offer up, the beauty of me, my past,
and admit and cognite on, the very best part of me.
And that was the best of Scientology I have yet experienced. The most rewarding
and the most beneficial.
The L’s for me, was complete mercy after making it through to OT3.
So for anyone out there that is being too judgmental of them self, too hard on
them self for having a little case, for stumbling when they wanted to stand, for
unwitting calculations, for any shortcomings, I ask you to take one minute and
look in the opposite direction.
If the road has been long and hard, if the humiliation has gone on too long.
If you are weary at looking at your wrong, The L’s is where you can finally look,
and think, “Oh my God, I was so right.”
You are here, you are you, you are on lock down, because you were actually too
special. NOT because you were too fucked up.
You just have to get to the part of this path that turns into a high road.
I think it is cruel, to take a person through the Scientology without the L’s.
But I see the natural justice in it all. And fuck when you wake up in bed with natural justice
and you are in a good mood and a safe space, you are alright with the universe. And you are alright with yourself.
And that is where the L’s take you, to a place where you are alright with yourself.
Trey, you dwell in a very holy place.
The Oracle